Wednesday, 14 December 2011

'Cus It's Gotta Be You .

SO HELLO THERE PEOPLE!


As you can see this blog is all nicely edited by my awesome sister. Thank you very much Kak Min! :D 


     For the second time, hello. These past few days have been tiring for me, with my practice, my gaming, my onlining, going to the park, dumbbell exercises and God-knows-what-else, so I've rarely found time to blog. This is like school inside a holiday, where you have to wake up early and be disciplined and other shit. But yeah I kind of enjoy it ^_^


Sooo a very good friend of mine is leaving this country to go on a holiday to France, and I'm still stuck here wiping my fake MW3 disc cause it gets unreadable every single time I try to break my record in Survival Mode, that crap "The disc is unreadable. 1. Clean the disc with a soft cloth 2. Restart the console" comes up. EVERY SINGLE GOD DAMNED TIME.


     Well for now, forget about that. My schedule has seriously been pretty tight lately, but after some time I'm FINALLY going rollerskating tomorrow, where I can just chill and forget about the world, and meet my friends, and hang out, all that (: It'd be awesome, yeah!


Soooo I hope you all enjoy your holidays and make the most out of it cause seriously, as much as I hate to say this, time is running out :( The Name's Faris, nickname "Sergeant Frost", signing out :)


no h8.
faris

In Progress


Blog revamp on the waaaay, people :)
-Yasmin (clickhere)-


Faris, nak upah.

Saturday, 10 December 2011

A Short Story.

This is just a story. Usage of imagination is recommended. This CAN be prevented.


     Year 2011. People being people, are using the biggest of plastic bags for the smallest of things. People being people, the biggest of cars are only occupied by one individual. People being people, they are ignorant. They want to enjoy in the present and don't look to the future, no matter how aware they were.


Typical type of humans ; They do something that they know they'll regret in the future. Typical humans - are stupid.


     As the years went by, scientists began to uncover new areas that has a lot of fuel supplies, but at the same time technology experts are inventing new forms of technology that requires a darn lot of electricity which uses petroleum, and humans being humans, they prefer the joy rather than the consequences of having no more resources.


The search for petroleum itself requires fuel. Twenty years later, it becomes harder and harder to find the fossil fuels, and the scientists decided that it would just waste fuel in searching, knowing that they won't find any more. The coal has become so close to depleting, and there were no more mining fields that are to be uncovered. Natural gas are also depleted.


     After giving up on their search for fossil fuels, scientists decided to keep a few million litres - just in case. The advance in technology finally allows them to make cars that run on "unlimited" resources - water and biomass mostly. The human race became relaxed of the fact that they finally have a hope to stay alive. But humans being humans - some were very greedy. They guzzled these unlimited resources just like they had done with the limited - except they did so more, because of the thought that these resources were unlimited.


It is the year 2108. The human race were on the brink of extinction. The resources that made the third planet of the Solar System a special one - were wiped off the face of the planet. What was once the seas were nothing but rocks and what used to be corals. Many fish lay on those rocks - dead. The forests were shaven bald, they were no more. The only planet which is just perfect for living has been destroyed, not by alien life - by the inhabitants itself.


     The humans had nothing to eat - how can they have anything, if the animals that was their food source are extinct themselves? The animals have nowhere to live. Even pet cats and dogs escaped from their owners - else they will be eaten under desperation for food. Humans start killing each other just for something to eat. It became more of a hobby.


There were no more greeneries. Even water, what that was claimed to be unlimited, was becoming very, very scarce. Beaches turned into a rocky desert. The ice at the Two Poles were all melted - and the water produced from the melt was nowhere to be found. Every drop of rain became very, very valuable - people started drinking raindrops, and just a drop was enough to quench their dying of thirst.


     And the best part - all the greedy men, the fuel guzzlers and the ones that didn't even care of the future, are now the ones with hearts full of regret. But regret is nothing now, it is already too late to change anything. The resources we boast about are no more, except for the always-precious air. And now the men are paying the scientists to invent things with air, but what was the use? Even if they succeeded, the Earth they once knew, the planet they once loved, was nothing any more. All the beauties were lost.


Slowly and slowly, one by one of men and women, children and babies started to die. The men had lost hope, and so had the women. Children and babies starve to death. The last of people cried and cried before their deaths - regretting the fact that they once had everything they needed - but they were wasted. And now they were no more. And now, there will be no time machine to turn back and eradicate all the ignorance. As quoted, "People will not know the true value of something - until they lose it."


But by that time, it'd be already too late.


     This can be stopped. You can start by just turning off a switch, or car pooling, or using public transport, or conserving fuel by using transports such as bicycles or your two feet. There are more than 5 billion people on Earth. If they all act together, than the possibility of the scientists successfully discovering a new resource to start over with is likelier than us dying before the scientists make a progress.


It's our Earth. We can save it together (:


no h8.
faris

Friday, 9 December 2011

Anybody Miss Me? Guess Not

Yes, this post would be wasted on making excuses on why I didn't blog for a few weeks.


     For a second there I seriously thought of giving up this blog cause I have to make the most out of the holidays I have to date with my XBox 360. No, seriously.


Actually I have been very busy lately, I've been invited to quite a lot of outings, parties etc and the time when I reach home I'll be online but only for a few minutes, and then my sister or brother would be wanting the laptop so I'll be moving on to COD, and then when I come back online I'd be chatting with Kaylyn or if I don't come back online I'll be taking a nap, and at night I'll either be chatting with Kaylyn or playing Dead Space 2 OR already snoring on the couch in front of the TV.


     I haven't been on a cycling trip for one week now, my last cycling trip was in Genting Sempah. It was by far my best time yet, making my personal best of only 1 hour 20 minutes up and down, 32 kilometres. I know this can be improved though (:


There was no rest there, I followed my brother for Olahraga training throughout the whole weekdays, and then there was yesterday's birthday futsal, so I'm pretty much firetrucked up. Body aches everywhere, but it's nothing a little (or a DAMN LOT) of Modern Warfare can't fix, really. 


     Ngeeeeh . I really miss spending time with her. I dunno why I'm saying this, but I think I'm the only one looking forward to school, but that's only because the fact that I'll see her again, every single day (:


Honestly though, I CAN'T WAIT! :D


Oh and by the way, people might forgive you, but the smart ones would never be so stupid to trust you again. Stop being such an asshole, and maybe people will start to accept you again.


Now if you excuse me, I have to kill Russians in the TV screen.


no h8.
faris

Thursday, 24 November 2011

Story Of My Life :P


What's up peeps and animals, especially cats, frogs, wolves and goldfish, goldfi , goldfishes - whatever the plural is - Say "hello" to yet another day of your life, whether you like it or not. There's actually no particular topic to be talked about today, but as usual I'm gonna do it for the sake of you people, anyway.

     So yesterday was the only day of my holiday so far that was out of the ordinary, cause my friends and I went to The Wheels Subang Avenue and when we were there, we met a bunch of awesome people, had fun and stuff like that :P Besides all the bruises, I'm still kind of satisfied that I got to get out of the house and just hang with friends, cause honestly I don't want to spend another holiday doing the things I always do - Facebook, Twitter, Blogger, movie, cycling, sleep. I guess if I did that this holiday would be another pointless one, and my one and half month - WASTED :P

But, after all those endless begging to buy it quick and the usual shizz, I'm finally getting an XBox 360 for us siblings (remember to thank me Fai and Fir :P) so I guess this holiday would not be spent doing the same, boring old routine again. Alhamdulillah! :D

     And this weekend I'm finally spending time with my family for three whole days at two hotels, no, not for a holiday - for my passion, my sport, cycling. We're going for a Fun Ride in Raub on Saturday, which consists of 60 kilometres of rolling terrains, and after that driving to a hotel up Fraser's Hill with the bike on the car, and then going all the way downhill, and climbing back up the hill again. (It's sort of like making a whole lap :D) That would give me something to do, and I'd have the chance to prove that age doesn't matter in sport, AGAIN. I love that part the most :)

I'm also downloading an awesome PC Game right now on the MacBook so I guess you could say that everything's going my way now. (Thank you Allah, and of course FAMILY) And if you say that, it might just be true, but I hope nothing comes up to sort of ruin everything, like it has many times in my life before. *don't say that you douche, think positive*

     I do hope that this muscle pain heals before my cycling trip though. I was still failing at rollerskating yesterday for around one hour, and after that I was kind of tired of falling and hurting my ass, so I just looked at how people did it and added in a little bit of scientific shizz, and amazingly it worked. I also made a theory of it to be similar to cycling, don't ask how I did it cause it doesn't matter, the only thing that matters was I could finally skate the around six rounds on The Wheels without stopping - and more importantly falling. I'm glad this mind of mine finds its way to learn though, yeah I know I'm awesome . *insert a self-compliment*

Well I guess that's about it for my Thursday post. I might not be posting on Sunday too, but that all depends on the existence of an Internet connection at the hotel up Fraser's. And if life isn't going your way, cheer up! God is always by your side, always. Maybe He's just saving your enjoyment for the future, for a better time. Keep the smile on peeps, cats, frogs and other creatures reading this :)

Till then, thanks for reading :)
no h8.
faris

Tuesday, 22 November 2011

WR :)

In life people will leave you from time to time, but in our hearts they stay intact, and sometimes departures can make us value a person more than we have ever done before. This is one of those times.

Keep the swagger on, and stay strong k? Hee, hope you no forget us :) HIII blog, as my Tuesday post I'd like you to meet WATHIQAH ROSLI :D

That's the best photo of you in my opinion x)
Your hair is awesome.

     Without us realizing, we've already known each other for nine years. I know that we weren't really close as before when I'm in Standard 4 until now we weren't as close as before, but you still seek me when you need help in something you know I can assist you in, and I still do you favors and stuff, so we were still friends nonetheless, if not the best of them. 

It's kind of hard to believe that after all these years you're going to leave us at 12 already though... I mean, it's times like these where I regret that in the nine years we knew I didn't get to know you properly and all :/ Dear Time, why do you have to fly so quickly -_- 

     I still remember when we were four or five where you would come at around 9 am every single day, and you always walk in class when we're all already studying. And I feel like crying now because it's so unfair how time flies so fast. Still, we got to share good times like the ones during that Perak trip, and I'm thankful for that :) Like the time when you, Nazhif, Nathra and the gang was on the float and I was like pushing Wardina and that float flipped (Y) AWESOME :D 

As a matter of fact, you're like the person that my parents kenal the most and every time I mention you they'll be like "Ohh, Wathiqah, you people are still friends? Woaah, lama nya" and all that. Yeah, even they realize of this long term friendship (Y)

     Well throughout these days thank you for being awesome, thank you for all the help you've given, and thank you for everything you have done, really. If you had any mistakes you fear I wouldn't forgive, well I urge you to eradicate that feeling now cause I forgive every wrong you have done, if there was even any :) (I don't think you ever done any wrongs, eh?)

And about your results, well, don't take it too hardly k? Because the statuses you made.. especially the "voice of disappointment from your parents", really made me sad when I read it. Stay strong, and since it's too late to change the past then why bother being sad about this? It's just the UPSR. Soo, work harder in the future aite? And, al-Fatihah and takziah to your grandfather. I'm really sorry for the loss :(

     Stay strong girl, and I hope you forgive me if sometimes my jokes were too much and stuff like that, and at times where I bother you with your problems, well, it's just because I care actually but sometimes you just want to be left alone.. so, my sincerest apologies for all of my wrongs, and I know there were some.

Lastly, keep the swag on aite? I truly respect you, cause after so much you've been through you still manage to stifle that awesome smile of yours :) Good luck in life at your next school, NEVER EVER FORGET ME CAUSE I FOR SURE WON'T FORGET YOU! :D

hope you enjoyed,
faris :)


Sunday, 20 November 2011

You Just Can't Be Replaced .

Let me just say this to you, if you were a true cheeseburger you'd be a really smart, caring, annoying, friendly and an out-of-ordinary one. Oh, and not to forget - fattening :P


Cynthia Lorraine Silva, 

I hope you enjoy this post, and sorry to keep you waiting (for at least one whole month if I'm not mistaken) IF you're all comfy, let me begin ... :D


Edited by Kaylyn :D

     Well then I guess after all these times of annoying you and tormenting you and God-knows-what-else, we depart to different secondary schools. As much as I hate to admit this, I guess those times are no more than just memories now. I really do hope you find someone MORE annoying, MORE tormenting, MORE handsome and MORE awesome than me in your years at Wesley (but honestly speaking I think the last two would be impossible since I'm like the handsomest and awesomest guy in the world).

I keed about that last part cause I'm pretty sure your imaginary boyfriend Logan Lerman is more handsome than I am. WELL ACTUALLY Ketchup will tell you that's not true, but... #nevermind

    To tell you the truth, since you got first placing a few years in a row (I think?) I actually thought you were a nerd, you know, a quiet person, not really funny, all-serious, sh*ts like that. I actually regret not noticing the fact that you're awesome, annoying, caring, friendly and funny earlier cause you know, I was only close to you on 2010 :/

It was last year, however, that I came to realize you're a very funny person and all. You're a very fun person to be around, you're a little crazy too sometimes- oh, who am I kidding? A LITTLE crazy, yeah right. You're seriously crazy, and you act too dumb sometimes that I even forget I'm staring at the smartest student in the school.

     After these two years, I really feel like I owe you an extremely big favor cause you know I was kinda dumb in the year 2009, not "dumb", it's just that I was the average student. I didn't really have the determination to work harder, to become one of the top students, to be better than others - I was kind of afraid I would turn into a nerd, actually. And I ain't gonna give up on my swagger just to get high exam marks :3


But you have shown to me that smart-asses aren't necessarily boring people, in fact you were really crazy and hyper sometimes and you were always so humble when you get top of the class, yeah. I think I tried not to show the fact that I just wanted to squeeze your head until your eyeballs pop out once when you beat me in your examinations - again, for God-knows-how-many-hundredth-time. But I learned to work harder instead cause in this game of academics you can't bring your opponents down, but you can bring yourself up.


     The fact is I never actually liked you when it comes to academics in 2010, and I don't really know how but I was somehow motivated to go better to beat the crap out of you but sadly, it didn't work *sigh of disappointment*


Maybe it's because of the fact that I can't stand you being too nice to people, maybe it's because at some point I just hate seeing that smile of victory on your face, maybe it's because I just know better now that it is actually possible to be a fun person AND smart at the same time. Whatever it is, I started to work my ass off and in the end-year exams and I got second placing, you were of course ahead of me, but second placing is indeed good enough for me; you were almost impossible to beat.


     And then of course 2011 came, and I soon realized that those days where I don't walk to the canteen with you, turn my head around to have a little chat with you or annoy you in any way, those days just did not feel right. You became more of a best friend than a competitor, and I turn to you when I seek advise which I know you will always have the answer to, you know, stuff like that. The feeling of frustration every time you beat me in an examination still haven't eradicate though, but I learned to embrace the fact that however good you are there is always someone better.


After all we've went through, I think you deserve a really big thanks from me cause without you I wouldn't have been the guy that I am now; annoying, kinda clever, sophisticated, a little nerdy and DUH YEA CRAZY. And sorry if at times I have been too annoying and tormenting to you, I know I have been, and my sincerest of apologies for making you laugh at the wrong stuff. And if you think I'm done tormenting you, the answer would be no - you'll still have to endure my annoying attitude as long as we're still alive >:) I mean that!


     And even though we will depart to different schools next year, I want you to know that you can still turn to me whatever problems you have, you can still talk to me and make me annoy you when you miss my tormenting attitude - if you need me I would still be there for you, no matter what happens :)


Thank you of being such an awesome friend, no words can ever describe how thankful I am to have you in my life, and I mean that. And I hope you realize that no matter how annoying I can get, I still love you as my awesome "few-extra-pounds" friend :) *see how I can still be annoying? :3*


     And although you might just find someone better than me in your new school over there, and there is this slight chance where you might forget about me - I'll have you know that I'll never ever forget you, and I mean that. I also want you to know that I won't bother finding another person for me to be a wingman to, cause no matter how hard I look, I know that you just can't be replaced...


Believe me it took me two days of brain racking but if you don't like this post, it's okay really :) Good luck in your secondary school, good luck in life, good luck in everything. And even though you didn't get Tokoh Murid because of you're inactive in joining school activities, to me you'll always be the smartest person - and I know you'd win if there was an award for Most Awesome Friend :D


I'm gonna really miss you, because as a matter of fact you're the only one who listens to my endless talks about my favorite sport :3 I love you my friend, and I really hope you do, too. Well I guess this good bye ... :)


Sometimes friendship is not about being inseparable, it's about being separated but the bond never changes .
Straight from the heart of,
faris

Thursday, 17 November 2011

All Praise Be To Allah :)

My heart was racing, never, not even when I beat the person in SRAM Red in the sprint finish the other day, have I remembered my heart thumping this fast. And then it was "Timothy Ong", after that "Vinothiniy Latchimanan". I smiled and said to myself, "Whatever happens, God is there. Allahu-Akbar" and stood up as my name was being called upon. My legs were numb, and for the first time since I climbed Genting Sempah, I couldn't feel them as the announcer, Cikgu Latifah, announced the two words that gave me the smile I'm wearing now ...


     Well, everyone who is anyone to me would know that I got the results I was working, hoping and praying for all year and, a big THANK YOU to my parents for their endless support and continuing to believe in me (especially my Dad for the post-UPSR mountain bike ride the other day, hmm memories), to my teachers for all the teachers for the teachings and guidance, and friends for all the "Good luck" wishes and the prayers. Would not have been anywhere near possible without you people, especially my parents and the teachers, and only God knows how thankful I am to have the awesomest of parents and the most caring of teachers anyone could ask for, not to forget the best of friends :)


Honestly, I've never remembered myself ever being so happy, and a little sad at the same time. Because if you want to see what a man's really like, take a good look at how he treats his inferiors, not his equals. I think you get what I mean here, huh? A really good friend of mine didn't get the result the person desired, and I haven't even seen the person or contacted him in any way since the result-giving...


     If you had enough sense in you, you'd have known that this doesn't really matter, but it matters what you work for in the future because the result-giving becomes a past one nanosecond after your name is called out. It's too late to change the past, but you can work harder to get better results in the future. And you know you got it in you, you know you can do it; maybe it's just not your time to shine. Yet. Did my friend Cynthia become a genius after birth? No, the cleverness was worked hard for. Was Eddy Merckx born a legend? No, he worked hard, train hard to become one. Was Mark Cavendish able to sprint 75 km/h on the Tour de France without any training? No. People face defeats, sportsmen especially, but they learn to use it to their advantage. They learn their mistakes and correct it all and succeed in the end. You should do the same :)


And for the people who did get their desired results, never forget the ones who got you there, especially God, your parents and your teachers, and never ignore the ones who didn't succeed; especially if they're your friends. If you ever dare go like "Oh he's not my friend cause he didn't get 5As" or shiznits like that, I swear, I'll kick you in the groin, laugh at you and kick you in the groin again, and then REPEAT. 


     Lastly, I hope you don't lose yourself in this success, stay humble, be cool as a cucumber, the usual sayings. And for those who didn't do that well, remember there is always God to turn to :) Before I go, let me just quote this out - "Only by experiencing failure will you work hard and know the true value of success", and believe me, you can't find this on the Internet. It's straight from the heart :)


no h8.
faris


     

Wednesday, 16 November 2011

UPSR RESULTS :D

     Sooo, as you might know, tomorrow is the 17th of November and it's a Thursday, it might seem like a normal Thursday for all of you who are not the batch of '99 but guess what, tomorrow is my UPSR RESULTS.


Come to think of it not exactly just mine since there are a couple thousand other people taking the exam... well anyway, if you have enough sense in you, you'd have known that the effort should be put in BEFORE and DURING the examination and there's nothing much you can do when the examination is over except for praying to God Almighty cause, as my friend Cynthia had said "Miracles can happen," but, of course, only with the will of God it does.


     There's not much to cry about if you don't get the result you aimed for anyway, and when I type here I speak to myself also. If you don't get something you desire and it's already too late to change the past, change the future. Work hard in your secondary years. One thing I can tell you, a lot of my brother's friends DIDN'T get 5As for their UPSR but they got 8As for their PMR and most importantly 10A1s for SPM.


The point is not to rely on miracles fully, you have to put in some effort yourself too. I think at some post in this blog I typed "You can't just sit your ass on the couch and expect good results", something like that. You have to work for it, sure, God is there to offer help, but you can't expect God to give you good results if YOU had your lazy ass on the couch while Tweeting your fingernails off, something like that.


     One more thing, succeeding isn't easy, you have to work hard for it, and the work is not yet over once you get the result you desire. Not losing yourself in success is also a challenge, if you have succeeded and forgot the world before, you'll know what I mean. That has happened to me once, and I swear to you it won't happen again. Which is why I don't speak of the awards I won today ^_^


Some people lose themselves when they succeed. They totally forget to thank the ones who are responsible for their success and takes the success for themselves only. They turn cocky and brag non-stop of their triumphs to people who didn't succeed. And the ones they called "friends"? If they succeed, they'll celebrate together and sh*t like that. But if they don't, they'll get ignored by this cocky people. Trust me, I've been there before, and I regret to say as the cocky one. But this won't happen again, I hope. I swear. Whatever


     The point is to keep yourself humble especially to this small (in comparison to other life challenges this is something small) a challenge in life, because remember that God could take away anything and everything you own if He wishes to, and God doesn't like arrogant people, trust me. Sometimes the true challenge isn't in succeeding - it's about what you do after you succeed .


And if you don't get the result you desired, DON'T WORRY BE HAPPY, I'm typing this to myself too, because it has been too late to change what that has happened on that 13th of September anyway, but one thing you can change is the future. Work harder in secondary and the usual sh*t, you might be like one of my brother's friends too, she didn't get 5As but instead of bringing her down, it motivated her to do better in the future. And I believe that is the right thing to do :)


Lastly, no matter what the result, always be thankful to God, and remember to also thank your teachers and your friends especially if you succeed. You wouldn't want to be like those cocky, arrogant people mentioned here :)
ILAFFYOUSTANDARDSIXPEOPLE, ESPECIALLYYOUKAYLYN :D


no h8.
faris

Wednesday, 9 November 2011

I Don't Know You .

Dear Life,
I know. I really know that people change, but this is just too much for me to accept. I won't give a damn about you anymore; enjoy life without me, heartless bastard :)


     Haha yeah, sorry about being a little emotional there, but where else is better to let my thoughts out other than this crappy website? Well to tell you the truth, I'm not really affected. I have hated that guy for a long time anyway, fudge him :) FYI, this is my Tuesday post since I couldn't do so yesterday, I was sick as hell. Kept coughing and coughing, and when I spit out the phlegm it's always greenish-yellow, which is, I know, SO BAD ASS. I'm also still having a slight cold now *snort*


I didn't go to school today 'cause of the reasons stated above, but when I woke up to watch the movie "Mirrors", I didn't feel sick anymore, thank you horror movie, BEST CURE EVER .


     I'm just sitting on the chair here in front of the laptop while eating some chips and listening to some Westlife songs; in other words I'm FFFFFFing bored. I'm waiting for school to finish so that my mates would go online, but there's still one hour to waste before they do, so it'd be cool to blog and make that time pass :)


So, in my boredom and to my friend's apparently successful convincing, I created a Twitter account, and so far it's been FFFFFFFFFing annoying and frustrating since I don't know what the f*** to do with a God damn Twitter account other than tweet to myself and pretend that someone's reading my crap. NOT TO WORRY, though, my mom is buying this book called "Twitter for Dummies" this weekend so hopefully I would've understood this crappy sh** after reading that book :D


     I'm still pissed about the fact that all horror movies I've watched so far has a bad ending, except for the scary movie "The Exorcist (1973)", but that ending is unexplained, the demon went off to inhabit God-knows-who so it doesn't count as a happy ending. So I'm ... STILL PISSED. 


This scene. Still FFFFing haunts me in my God damn sleep. Thumbs up Linda Blair (Y)

     So, I guess it's going to be back to school again starting tomorrow as my cold and coughing seemed to have cured, Alhamdulillah. I just finished gathering intel from a Russian leader and I got a helo ready for extraction, so I have to go.

Lastly, this might be my last words to you - but I don't care about you anymore. Whether you want me to kick you in the face or you want to jump off a cliff or you want to tear your jaws open like that girl from "Mirrors", I don't give a sh**. Hope you enjoy life without me, cause believe me, I am not and will never be friends with a perverted bastard, namely YOU :D

no h8.
faris



Monday, 7 November 2011

Back Home :D

A dream is nothing but just a dream if you don't work hard to make it become reality.


     This past few days have been eventful, so eventful in fact that I couldn't even find time to update this blog. My school had a end-of-year hi-tea at Holiday Villa on Wednesday, and I made three trips of platefuls and YEAH, the RM30 I paid was worth it for a plate of rice, two pieces of chicken, some vegetables and the AWESOME FISH FINGERS! If you're anyone who is someone to me you would know well of the fact that I loathe seafood, but this one was a particular exception. It was SUPERB (Y) For the second round I took three big slices of Bread & Butter pudding with loads of custard, and I also took four small slices of cake. Third trip was dessert and I took a bowl of ABC (or Malaysian Shaved Ice for that matter) and it was, again, superb. I also won an award, which is for Sleeping the Most on my trip to Perak a month ago :D (it's on my post "How Quickly Something Anticipated Turns To The Past") 


The car ride back with Daniel, Kaylyn and Cynthia was AWESOME, we leaned on each other every time the car takes a turn, and we waved at other people every time the traffic comes to a standstill, and other shiznits like that. IT WAS FUNNNNN (Y) When I reached home I was tired of course, and I had to prepare for tomorrow as there was to be another event :D


     On the next day, for once in my twelve years of life, I participated AND won something at my school Children's Day Celebration on the 3rd of November. I figured I had nothing to lose and there is an opportunity that I would at least gain something, so I joined in the best dressed competition and wear my brown Baju Melayu. Didn't expect myself to win, but I did, and even though I just got a stationery set, winning is winning B)


The next two days was not that eventful, except for the fact that I have elevated to Rank 9: Specialist III on Modern Combat 3: Fallen Nation Multiplayer, not much happened. But yesterday was HECKYEA AWESOME, celebrated Aidiladha with my beloved family at my hometown in Negeri Sembilan. I helped to arrange the trays for the feast on Sunday night, and it felt great to know that the guests benefited from my side of the family's help (and of course my own) :D


     Me, my brother and my dad also managed to make a getaway for two hours when we went cycling to Kepis and back to Juasseh Hilir, and I have to admit, the ride was torturously great :D Here's a photo :-


"Craziness at it's best", I said.
I think you could clearly see my sweat pouring, and also the tables arranged for the feast. YEAH, I don't wish to abandon my passion even though there is a big event :)

That night we recited Yassin for my late uncle who passed away recently, and then it was time to bring the food up and I helped with that as I usually do during feasts, but I suddenly had a chest pain so I just grabbed my mom's iPhone and stayed in my grandmother's bedroom and went online. Good thing I did that, too, cause I finally got some peace to chat with that special someone :) 

     About an hour later the guests left, and just in time too, as my chest was cured. I went for dinner straight away and BOY IT WAS AWESOME (Y) Really loved the beef rendang :D

I went to bed at around 11 as usual and woke at around 6.40 today. Finally got to take a bath after the long wait, as there was only two toilets but around 20 people. I made a quick pack and checked everything, and me, my brother and my dad left home at around 8.10, cause I love my family and all, but no place is better than home. 
And honestly, I've had enough of family togetherness and getting referred to as "that tall Pakistani-looking guy" by the older relatives :P

That's it for now. Apologies for not posting; time did not allow :l
no h8.
faris

Sunday, 30 October 2011

Sometimes I Wonder If I Really Matter.

Never quit, never stop pushing yourself to the limits. For pain is temporary, but quitting lasts forever. - Lance Armstrong


     Am I the only one who gets that feeling? The feeling that no one gives a damn, the feeling that you don't really affect your surrounding in the littlest way possible, the feeling that you're nobody. Sure, you're surrounded by people who talk to you, but do they really CARE? That's the feeling I'm having. If I were to die, would they even shed a tear? This feeling haunts me. Consumes me. The feeling that no one actually loves me.


Yet another holiday wasted, I thought, as I was sent back home from my friend's dad. Another holiday spent on nothing but hoping that stupid game console would just get sent to me from one of the lightning strikes that keep on filling the sky. WASTED on hoping that something that had absolutely no chance on coming to me would magically do so. It's like wishing for a downhill slope during the first kilometers of a mountain climb. It's like wishing for the pigs in Angry Birds to suddenly "poof", and you gain 5000 points, when you have no birds left to slingshot.

     I'm getting carried away again. 

     Fudge cake my strawberry nipples, I really hate myself on trusting someone whom I knew wasn't taking me seriously. I mean come on, a deal is a deal, and even a 12-year old knows those kind of ShizNits. I really have to stop putting my full trust on people, God damn it.

So, school's back now, I'm actually looking forward to it so that I could leave this little sh*thole, the only thing interesting about it is the texts I get, and the Mac I adore, and the books I read to entertain, and the words I write to express my ideas, and the bikes I pedal on to take my mind off this sh*thole, and feel the breeze, the usual ShizNits. But I hate this place as a whole. I wish I could just take off and travel the endless roads of the world on my bike.

     But as they say, "A will is nothing more than just a wish without its effort, and therefore would never come true", and there's nothing I can do that could change the fact that I'm trapped in this horrible excuse for a shelter, and I shall be until God-knows-when. By this point you might be wondering what the heck I'm talking about, and I don't feel like telling you either but the people who matters most, will know, and if I don't tell you, you don't really matter that much to me, which is good because none of you actually wants me alive, anyway.

So to all my schoolmates and to other people who gives a shiznit, welcome back to school life, and if you hate it, learn to love it cause there's no way out of it. I really miss my friends so I'm looking forward to tomorrow, plus we're not gonna open our abandoned books anyway so I think it's all gonna be an opportunity to get away from this sh*thole :P

Yeah, you might have noticed a slight change in mood based on the contents of this apparently-useless post. I don't really feel like blogging any damn way, my eye hurts as though someone lit a candle and pointed it there, my head is aching like I just got hit elbowed by Chuck Norris, and the only thing keeping me from hitting my beloved bed is this blog post.

And since I'm ending my blog post right here; I'm hitting my bed right now.
Famous last words - Be who you are. It's the first step towards becoming a better you :)

no h8.
faris


Friday, 28 October 2011

Your Hate Is What Gave Me This Strength .

Sometimes I wonder why people conceal their true selves in order to become someone they think is better than who they are. Why bother? Just be yourself. Everyone is good in their own way :)


     So, you might be hating on me as I made no Tuesday posts, but this holidays has just been so boring and uneventful that I have no sh*t to blog , and I doubt that there is a particular topic to be written about today too but I'll just do what I promised, since I always claim to be a man of my words (really?)


For your information I kept this draft since two days ago, and it was just lying there doing nothing, so it would be a real pity to not continue the sh*t that I started. So basically this post would be about how sh*tty my one-week holiday for The Festival of Lights was, mainly because there were no games to play. I kind of annoyed the sh*t out of my mom to get me a game console (FYI I HAVE NOT BEEN BUYING GAME CONSOLES SINCE 2007 #truefact)


Mom: Ok Faris, what book do you want to buy?
Me: XBox 360

Mom: Faris, anything to add to the shopping list?
Me: Hmm let's see... XBox 360, Battlefield 3, Dead Space 2, Modern Warfare 2..
Mom: Oh here we go again...

Mom: So you bought the Skulduggery Pleasant: Death Bringer. Anything el-
Me: Yeah, XBox 360

Mom: If there's anything that I could do to help me cure your boredom...
Me: XBox 360

So I'm getting the game console after my two brothers' examinations finish, which means the next weekend, but my fat *ss can't take it anymore here at home, mainly cause it's just so God damn boring doing the same things over and over again, just signing in my Blogger (links to YouTube automatically), Skype and Facebook, and then just staring at some gameplay of the games I want to buy. Not that it helps cure my boredom in any way.

    The only interesting part of my day was the times when you would come online, and we would VideoChat together, and make silly faces, and go like "OMG IS THAT A GHOST BEHIND YOU", you know, sh*t like that :D Those are usually the best part of the day. The Earth seems to be so messed up now, with all the sudden temperature changes, very hot and sunny at 4.00, slight drizzle at 5.00, cloudy from 5.30, and then heavy rain. Seriously, just ONE FINE DAY of Sun would be enough. Full 12 hours of it. But NOOOOO, we can't even get that =.="

I'm kind of just begging for time to speed up and I just want to see my school again, and in case you're wondering, I ain't being a nerd, it's just that home has been so God damn boring and I can't wait to see my awesome friends again, especially THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE ;D So, saying it from its true meaning, I actually miss my friends, my awesome teachers, the cool-*ss school cleaners and your hugs, not *school* by itself :P

     Hey, guess what, even with "no particular sh*t to blog about", I still made it through one whole post! Haha, I think I deserve a thumbs up for this, so just click the "Like" button on your right and you'll be able to enter another realm during your sleep, and maybe get captured in it while falling into an unexplainable coma, and if you're lucky you can get a hot red demon to possess you and make you start calling your mom's friend "bitch" and "whore" too! And who knows, maybe your dad can join in, and while you get out safely, your "oh-I'm-so-brave" Dad would get possessed by a horrifyingly ugly grandma while trying to save your big *ss! 

WAIT, WHAAAAAAT .....

My sincerest of apologies, but I've just watched the movie "Insidious" at 11.00 PM and splitting images of the ghosts in that realm are still haunting me, especially that ugly grandma and the doll thing with a gun... Damn, I'm not sleeping tonight.

     ANYWAY, I meant to say that if you click the Like button you would have to make a wish right after, and that wish would come true. Example if you wish for a drink, you click the Like button and suddenly you'd have eradicated all that laziness in your heavy *ss and get up to make one yourself! Trust me, it works! :3

So I'm most probably leaving now, I wanna try to get some shut-eye and getting absorbed into that realm.. LOL I KEED THE INSIDIOUS B*TCHES. As much as I know nothing in my house is moving randomly, and I've never had any strange dreams so I guess I'm safe!

Well, good night people. Or, since it's 3.20 AM now, I think it'd be truer if I say, GOOD MORNING :D I think that's about it, and sorry for not making a Tuesday post, I was too busy being awesome. OHH, and also, no one suggested me a topic. Such an excuse to keep my readers doing what they should be doing - reading.
Be sure to be there for my next post on Sunday, don't die or anything okay? :)

no h8.
faris

Sunday, 23 October 2011

New Blogging Format :D

So as my (soon-to-be) successful vlogger friend Jacquelina recommended, I'm gonna start making a blogging format, to know when my readers have to check this blog to get updates. So, I think it would be Tuesdays, Thursdays and Sundays. 


     TUESDAYS would be about all the bull**** that I did on Monday and the same day, it might be sometime around late night because I just want to gather enough topics to blog about before I write. (or type for all you precise mother*beep*ers out there) 


THURSDAYS would be out of topic requests or recommendations (send me recommendations through Facebook at http://http://www.facebook.com/xAhmad.Faris19 or you can do it simply through the chat box at the side of this blog. And if I get no recommendations, two options :- I might not be making a Thursday post, or I would post about any particular events (if there are any).


SUNDAYS would be late-night posts, just like this one, because my weekends now are almost always packed full of events, either cycling or outings, etcetera. As usual, it would be a late-night post mainly because I need a full-day detail of the happenings, not to mention idea-flowing and sh*t like that. 


     So, I'll try to slip in a few more posts through those days since I made the "like my status and I'll tell you" sh*t on Facebook. 30 people liked it, but they don't even know my blog URL. Stupid donkeyholes =.=" Anyway, if you don't bother to read my blog I won't bother to make a post about you then :) A favor returned with another. Fair, eyh?


no h8, humans.
faris



The Words "Giving Up"? Not In My Dictionary .

The greenery. The wind brushing through my face. The birds chirping. The gradient of the road. The hot Sun, heating the **** out of my already-dark skin. The fast pace. The speed of the leaders. The steep gradient of the road. The pain on my legs, getting to me slowly and slowly. Me as the youngest of the group, trying to prove myself worthy to ride along the gangs of Pinarello Dogma 2, S-Works Tarmac Sl4 and BMC Race-Machine 01. Three hours on the saddle. Half my brain wondering why the heck am I even here, telling me to stop, to not kill my legs. The other half; on the peloton. Precision. Decision. Speed. Speed ...


     The most torturous ride of my life was ended today with my milage reading 77.5 kilometres, back at our starting point at Jami Bike Centre. The pace of the leaders were fast, at an average of 35+ km/h, and I must admit I couldn't keep up with the peloton. The hills were tough. The wind was completely against. The heating Sun only means further torture. My water ran out at the part when I needed it most. 


In other words, I'm surprised that I'm still alive .

I'm kind of surprised at the power of the mind to push the rest of the body through the whole challenge, I mean, some three-fifths of the whole 77 kilometres were hilly, and if I were to look at the road that I was about to cycle through, I would be going all "****, I can't do this". But I didn't know what to expect, and in the beginning I just TOLD myself not to stop, to not stop pedaling, to just keep the bike moving above 25km/h to maintain my average speed.

     The turning to Klang Highway was quite obvious before we hit that one hell of a hill, and I was wondering "WHAT THE **** IS THE PELOTON DOING?!" because the turning was right over there when my milage was 15, but, as this mother*beep*er right here have all the luck in the world, we continued towards a long hill climb, up to the top at a native village. 


I kept telling myself, "My mind move my feet. My feet moves the big crank which moves the smaller chainring, which moves the wheel hub, and then the back wheel. The movement of the back wheel would move the front wheel, which moves the bike". OK, that might've been a little too complicated, I'll put it simpler this way -  Set your mind to finish the sh*t, and your legs will finish the sh*t for you, no matter the gradient, no matter the speed, no matter the pace.


     Point is, you're not going to die when you push yourself far beyond your limits, so why be afraid to do so? Like Eminem had said, "You can do anything you set your mind to." And this thing has just been proven right; I mean, I didn't think I could even go forty without pushing. I didn't know what to expect so I didn't know where are the climbs in which I need to conserve my energy on, I just drafted through my dad's back wheel and pedaled the **** out of my Shimano Sora STI 2011 crankset. Torturous though it may seem, I made it - youngest of the group, although I reached third last, I made it just fine; without any falls, without pushing my bicycle. It was tempting to stop and just push the sh*t though, but what is the use? A bicycle is meant to be pedaled. So I'm not gonna waste the RM3,500 my dad had spend on this sh*t and just push the pedals like a mother*beep*er.


And that's what I did, and whether you want to believe it or not, 
I MADE IT ;D

So let this be a reminder to all, anything is possible if the will to achieve it is there, the mind set is the primary need, the effort right after. Leave aside all the torture. Try to not even feel it. Think of the ones you love. Think of a place you love, anything to get your mind off the torture; but nonetheless, focus on your mindset. 
If this lousy tall ***hole that loves turtles can pedal his sh*tty legs through seventy-seven kilometres of hilly roads, I'm sure you can too ;)

Trust me, it's all in the mind.
faris

Saturday, 22 October 2011

Amazing Just The Way You Are :)

I am very fortunate, to have someone as awesome, pretty, understanding and fun as you in my life. And I also hope that you will always be a friend of mine, cause honestly, without you there'd be a huge awesome part of my life missing :)


I think everyone, including you, have that one person who is older than you are, but cares for you just as much as you care for them. That person you take as an older sibling, that awesome person who is fun to be around with, in other words, the person you love just like she is an older sister. Well, that valuable person to me is


kimberly anne :)


Yeah, you might be thinking she's pretty or anything but she isn't really that interested in having boyfriends SO BACK OFF! Heh, I keed people, I KEED 8D

     I remember that we started being close since that dancing on 2009, I knew you long before that though, I think when I was only Standard 2. It was thanks to my brother Fairuz, really. You were famous at school, if I could recall? Haha, I remembered how badly you wanted to be dance partners with me, but since I was (kind of) short compared to you at that time, I partnered with Suk Ying instead :P I think I even had a small crush on you, and I was pretty jealous of Mark back then XD

In the year of 2010, however, we became a little distant as I didn't go to the park at those times, and the only thing that linked us together was the "Tell Kimberly I said Hi" that I tell Kaylyn once every month :P

     However, around March this year, I started going to the big park and I met you, and the last time I did you were, as I can recall, one finger taller than me, but when I saw you on that day I felt like "Oh, have I grown that much???" Seriously, when I met you on that day I couldn't believe how much I missed you, and above all I was seriously baffled by the fact that I could live one whole year without your presence... 

Honestly speaking, I really miss the times we spent together "practicing" at P.S.S. especially at the way you freak out when a song you like comes on the radio, and you'll go like "OH MY GOD, OH MY GOD, OH MY GOD!" then start dancing while singing "I Know You Want Me" by Pitbull. HAHA, good times, good times xD

     It's still kind of weird that I knew you before I knew your sister since we are of the same age, but to tell you the truth I have more friends who are older than me compared to my friends of the same age. ANYWAY, I did not know if I have ever thanked you for introducing me to Kaylyn, so THANK YOU with a capital 'T' for ALL the things you have done to me, whether it is just to spend a few minutes on chatting or helping me in anything that I needed help with :D

Throughout these years you have been a great friend, even though you're still a terrible secret-keeper, but still, I don't recommend you to change yourself cause you're awesome just the way you are. And other readers, if you DON'T want your secret to be a secret anymore, you can tell it to this girl right here :P

     So, last words, sorry for all the wrongs I have done to you, from the times I slapped you because you were screaming like a freak until the time where I accidentally poked your eyeball (did it seriously hurt? o.O), cause you know I don't mean to cause any harm, physically or towards the feelings, of an awesome, pretty, fun and one-of-a-kind person like you <3

My sincerest of apologies if you expected this blog post to be better than what it is, cause I'm seriously out of ideas and my eyeballs are burning since it's 12 midnight now. I think you should appreciate the fact that I stayed up just to blog about my pretty and hot friend :P So, stay awesome, remember to NOT change yourself and try to be someone else, cause girl you're amazing, JUST THE WAY YOU ARE :D

straight from the heart,
no lies .
faris


Friday, 21 October 2011

Weights Off My Shoulder :)

So, finally, the deal is done. I have finished all my examinations, handed in all my school projects, returned all my textbooks, and I've progressed further into my passion, cycling. Yeah, last weekend on the event, I met the national coach, Dato' Ng Joo Ngan, well, actually my brothers met him, but our family was invited to train with him at the Cheras Velodrome, Kuala Lumpur. It's gonna be a new experience for me :)


Life's awesome now, everything is awesome now, I just don't want it to end :) In case anyone gives a sh**, I'm hitting Fraser's Hill, Penang on Sunday, and we're having a little outing on Monday, just to celebrate the freedom :D 

     Recently, my Facebook has been flooded by many chain messages, and believe me, you're one of the dumbest people in the world if you actually believe in them -_- I'm sure you have gotten at least ONE before, they go like "One day there was this one guy, suddenly, he slipped on a banana peel and died right on the spot, so forward this message to 20 people, or YOU will have the same fate as this man when you walk outside your house". 


ACTUALLY, I just made that up. But, you get the point. And if you have ever forwarded these kind of messages, please stop doing it, cause believe me only 


unimaginably dumb

do that kinda stuff. Forgive me if you're offended, but seriously, people who believe in those kind of things, you should IMMEDIATELY STOP doing so. You honestly think that your life depends on a few made-up words? Are you that stupid? You're forwarding that message because you think you would DIE if you didn't do so. Fact is, you could die anytime, depending on God's will. You could be singing in the toilet and suddenly drop dead, or French-kissing and your heart stops beating suddenly. 

*small note - not that I want any of you to die like this.
I'm just sayin, if God wants to take your life away, He takes your life away.
And it can happen any time. Any time at all.*

     NOT WANTING TO BE HATING OR ANYTHING,

     But it's kind of saddening, the fact that most of the people that does this are Malay-Muslims (I'm not racist. I'm just saying). What happened to "Ashhadu an-Laa ilaaha illa-Allah, wa Ashhadu anna Muhammadan Rasulullah"? What happened to the six things you have to believe in? "Allah, Malaikah, Rasul, Kitab, Qada' and Qadar, al-Kiamah". Nothing over there states CHAIN MESSAGES. This might be a small thing, but believing in something else other than God (like some stupid chain message claiming that it was cursed) can lead to "syirik", which is believing in something supernatural other than God.

I'm not a Christian, a Hindu or a Buddha either, but I'm pretty sure, for all religions, you can't really believe in "supernatural" bull**** other than God? So, yeah, I think you'd better re-think before you re-post these kind of stuffs, because even this small of thing can lead to the fact that you believe in something else other than God Almighty, which will lead you to the act of "murtad", which means leaving a religion and conspiring against it. 

     So I really hope to see NO MORE of this stupid stuff, it stopped around mid-year but now it's resurfaced, cause believe me, you wouldn't want to betray your whole religion just because of some (claiming to be) cursed Facebook statuses. 

Think before you re-post them. Do you believe in God? Do you believe in Allah? Or do you believe in chain messages? Once again, think.

no h8.
faris